Stella Jan 29, 20202 minThe Queen of SwordsI've always struggled to release the negative and painful things in my life. And I did this because I grew up in an environment full of negativity and pain. The long suffering I have put myself through has simply been what I'm used to and learned to survive in. Something changed recently though. I took a risk and let go instead of holding on. In the past, when I only imagined what that would be like, I retreated back to chaos from the fear of what being true to myself could b